My new tool– Imagination

Monday: 10/70 to 10/40 (acupressure)

I only have one measurement this week, but that doesn’t mean I haven’t been working on my eyesight!  I’ve been doing plenty of vision work, but it just hasn’t been in front of the Snellen chart.  I have a lot of things to discuss, so I’ll start writing about them now.

First off, I want to thank Nancy and Helena (and I’m sure others) for their concern about my plateau.  I do, however, have a plan to fix it which I will discuss shortly.

Next, I want to share what I’ve learned from Sorrisi’s post about imagination.  I read her post many times, read the original article (in Bates’ magazine) on Central-Fixation, and read a few other articles from the January issue.  The main idea that I took from these sources is that imagining with one’s eyes open is different (but should be the same) from imagining with one’s eyes closed.  Bates did not just have the patients imagine the letter while palming and then look at the chart; he had them imagine it while palming, then with their eyes open, then while palming, and so on.  This was continued until they could remember the letter with their eyes open as well as they could with their eyes closed.  At this point, that letter on the chart, and nearby letters, were seen clearer/clearly.  When I remember times that I have tried to imagine something, I realize that I pretty much always have closed my eyelids to do so.  As I tried Bate’s instructions (The Imagination Cure), I could not imagine a letter with my eyes open. 😦 With a little more practice I was able to remember the letter a little bit better with my eyes open (but still not as well as when my eyelids were closed).  I first tried it with the palming, but in later practices I just closed my eyelids.

Once, I was trying to imagine the M from the word March on my calendar.  After a while of doing the practice (without palming) I was able to see the letter well enough to recognize it. 🙂 Another time, I was looking at the letter S on a soap bottle in my house.  The letter is white and the background behind it was dark blue.  I did the same thing as with the calendar, and I also imagined a small white period on the letter.  Doing these things allowed me to clear up the letter and the rest of the word (Softsoap) enough that I could recognize the letters.  I was especially happy about this because the letters were white and not black like most letters I see, and I was still able to clear them up.  Other things I practiced using my imagination with were random textures and designs I saw on buildings at my school; I was also able to clear these things. :mrgreen: Another thing I noticed, is that when I get to the clear state, it lasts for a little while before disappearing.  For example, after I could read the soap bottle I was able to see the highlight in my eye in the mirror a few seconds later; I usually don’t see my eyes that clearly in the mirror.

Thirdly, I will explain my plan for climbing past my current plateau.  When someone reaches a plateau in their fitness training, it is usually because they are doing the same thing at each exercise session.  In order to fix this, it is usually recommended that they change one of the parameters of physical activity.  There are four main parameters, which are often described by the acronym FITT (frequency, intensity, time, type).  I think that my vision improvement practice could benefit from the same sort of change.  As far as frequency, I know that I should practice Bates methods more often throughout the day; I have been putting this into use as is proved by the many examples of imagination practice above.  In regard to intensity, I don’t think that is much of an issue since the goal of the Bates method is to relax the mind and eyes; *see the update below*.  Concerning time, I like the 5 minute practice sessions that I have been using lately and they seem very applicable to the daily use of my eyes, so I plan on keeping this the same for now.  As for type, I have changed this by starting to use my imagination as a tool, and this also has seemed to bring about an improvement.

The only other thing I can think of to mention is the psychological barrier I brought up in my last post.  I think this was solved by the new imagination practice because it showed me that imagining is an action that should always be taking place (especially when my eyes are open).

The last topic I will bring up is that my glasses, especially my distance pair, have been bothering my eyes more than usual lately.  It irritates and lightly hurts my eyes to wear them even for just one class period (which it did not do before as long as I took them off afterward).  I would like to order a weaker pair from Zenni Optical, but I don’t really want to spend the money since my budget is pretty strict right now.  I’ll just try to wear my glasses less often than I already do.

Ok, I’m finally done. 🙂

UPDATE:  Because of  a comment from Nancy, I am going to use the trait of awareness (as discussed by Jacob Liberman) for the application of the intensity category to vision improvement.  This term will refer to the awareness of one’s central vision, peripheral vision, eye movement (instead of staring), blinking, and full breathing.  I will increase the intensity of my vision improvement journey by being more aware of these things throughout the day.

Close measurements

Tuesday: 1/10 to 1/4 (acupressure)

Wednesday: 2/- to 2/10 (acupressure)

Thursday: 2/- to 2/10 (long swings)

I’ve practiced with my Snellen for close distances this week.  The blanks on the last two measurements are because the chart I use for close work only goes up to the 15 line, and I could not read that line at first.

If I look at these measurements and the measurements from the last two weeks, I see a general trend.  The second number in my readings (which represents the line I read on the chart) is reduced by about half regardless of my physical distance from the chart.  For example, the Tuesday reading above goes from 10 to 4, and some readings from my last post are 70 to 40, 62 to 35, and 10 to 6.  I’m not sure what to conclude from this pattern, but it’s just something I’ve noticed for my quick Snellen sessions.

I also seem to be at a plateau right now with my vision improvement, and I feel that the cause is psychological not physical.  I’m not sure what step I need to take to obtain clearer visual acuity, but I feel that some mental change needs to take place. *shrugs* 😐 I look forward to when I make that next discovery.

Finally, I’m looking forward to reading Sorrisi’s upcoming post on wanting vs. trying to see. 🙂 I think that subject might be related in some way to my current plateau.

-UPDATE- I just finished reading Sorrisi’s newest post. 😯 It was exactly what I needed right now for my vision! 😀 It talked about so many helpful things including the mind/body connection, the importance of imagination, the effect of closing one’s eyelids and other information.  I need a few days to process all of the information, but I’ll write about what I’ve learned in a future post.

Measurements from two weeks ago…

Tuesday morning: 5/70 to 5/40

Tuesday evening: 5/70 to 5/40 (acupressure)

Wednesday morning: 10/200 to 10/50

Thursday morning: 4/62 to 4/35 (acupressure)

Thursday evening: 4/62 to 4/35 (long swings)

Friday morning: 10/80  to 10/50

Sunday morning: 6/70 to 6/40

Sunday evening: 6/100 to 6/40 (long swings)

Tuesday morning: 10/60 to 10/40

Tuesday evening: 10/60 to 10/50

Monday morning (today): 1/10 to 1/6 (long swings and acupressure)

My excuse for not posting these sooner is that I had midterms last week.  I’m going to try to post them in the format of the last measurement from now on: the day: the change in measurements (the method used to relax my mind and eyes).  I think this will be helpful because I can potentially see which vision improvement activities seem to work best for me.

Also, I thought it would be fun today to work on my close (reading distance) vision, which is why I took the measurement from 1 foot.  The chart goes down to 4 feet, so I can practice at this distance until my vision is better than that.  I hope that close measurements like this will allow me to read books and papers further away from my eyes (comfortably).  Additionally, I am trying to do all my reading (of books) at a distance where the text is blurry but still readable.  I have to use good vision habits at this distance; otherwise, I cannot read the words.  That’s pretty much all for this time.